when i loose that obedience, i look at where i am in the moment-- and i see nothing ahead of me.

somewhere along the way, i've lost a lot of confidence, and i've always wondered why. it kept worrying me until i figured out that there's no need for me to worry about anything. i need to still believe that God can look after the practical details of my life. i seem to have lost grasp of that throughout these past few months.