Been feeling a bit uneasy lately. I don't know if I'm just being paranoid about things, but I keep thinking about the wrong steps I've taken.. whether it be in the past, or even just something I did hours ago. It's really been wearing me down. It very much goes to the point of worrying about my hold with God. Falling away from that is the worst feeling.
Seeing that things turned out to be this way raises more questions about what God wants me to do. He definitely throws more things at me which I don't see coming at all-- like things that I wanted to forget about for a long time. I ask him why He would give me something that already caused me so much pain before. It's something I really wouldn't want to go through again.
All I can do is ask why, and continue to follow.
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