First thing's first

I've been thinking about what I've done throughout these past three years-- how I've lived. What I've accomplished, and failed to get done. The black and white choices I've made. The relationships I've begun, kept, and ended. New experiences. Trials. Times of joy, and sorrow. How much I've changed since a month from today.

Three years.. I think if you were to ask me how I was doing about two years ago, I would of told you that my life was feeling pretty aimless. I would of told you that although I knew of God's plan for me and everyone else, I never really understood what that meant for me.


It hit me pretty hard when I realized why I didn't have to feel aimless. It hit me harder when I realized that I'm not in control of who I'm suppose to be. I was always trying to impress myself.

For the first time in my life, I'm overwhelmed to see how all of this comes to make sense. I understand now what God meant when he told me three years ago that things were going to be a certain way for me. I understand now that my trials of success will be irrelevant to the way I live. And I understand now that there will always be an infinite truth to forever pursue.